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CXT - Darkhorse This is CXT's most recent album, released in 2002. Enjoy, |
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Decorated
Nothing comes from nowhere One thing remains and I swear Nail polish cellophane hair Bleached, blonde burned down to the brain I can't complain there's no shame in no fame And still it all remains the same And I want this game over It's a fight to stay sober [Chorus:] And I got the pills for the pain the pain (pills for the pain) Deep down inside I've got to chill and refrian (I'm going insane) These crazy thoughts are running round my brain They're leading me to places decorated in flames Dec-dec-dec-dec-dec-dec-decorated in flames I'm highly decorated Decorated in flames, decorated in flames, decorated in flames Who you motherfuckers think you are Crazy Town him 'em hard like our boy Bernard Clenched fists as I pace the yeard So many tattoos I ain't got no room for scars Escaped them all maked a brother break the law Skip trial and escape tomorrow Til I end up in the courtroom White chucks, hair spiked up With my double fat laces on And I want this game over It's a fight to let this life pass by you And try to stay sober Till the weed and the pipe with Ley come over Till we fail again its pales of hen So many tattoos the feds can't see my skin So I think about my cell again And my friends do you realize what kind of hell I'm in [Chorus:] And I got the pills for the pain the pain (pills for the pain) Deep down inside I've got to chill and refrian (I'm going insane) These crazy thoughts are running round my brain They're leading me to places decorated in flames Dec-dec-dec-dec-dec-dec-decorated in flames I'm highly decorated Decorated in flames, decorated in flames, decorated in flames Tire tracks running down my veins Dirty black slacks with the chrome hearts chaing Got a record so dope they got to cut it the cane I know you konw the face do you know the name I know you seen the stars in magazines Got drug dealers, street hookers, crooks and fiends Me I'm hooked on Kush smoking northern green Catching cheap thrills off the pills I fiend Hurt You So Bad Now let me state it for the record I'm jaded but when you looked at me I couldn't escape it I really hate it when I'm out of control But baby after the show My mind just wouldn't let go Tell me was it a hallucination That made me feel so alone And even though I have never met you before I can't get you out of my head Now I'm pouring out my heart for you [Chorus:] I never meant to hurt you so bad I'm just trying to get over you I hope you never meant to hurt me so bad Don't you feel the same way too So now I sit and think of what I can say When you look at me to re-ignite the connection I'm gonna take you to a place beyond time Somewhere that we've never been Someplace that I couldn't find Tell me if you're feeling my addiction Without you I just can't disguise How much I need to see your face one more time I can't get you out of my head Now I'm pouring out my heart for you [Chorus:] I never meant to hurt you so bad I'm just trying to get over you I hope you never meant to hurt me so bad Don't you feel the same way too Drowning Everything is so complex Everyday is like a test full of opsticals That almost seem impossible And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left. How long have I been drinking? Pass the glass pint hit the flash light now break it. People say I’m a star but I still think ill never make it. And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left. I feel there’s something missing Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers I see go around me. Am I drowning? Am I fading away? OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way? Am I drowning? Am I drowning? Am I drowning? Am I drowning? I’ve been to hell and back looking for the answers to life. Looking at myself trying to get things right. And I’m feeling just another breath not a minute left. I feel the darkness lifting. There was a time That I questioned if Id ever be alright. Running getting high staying trapped by sleepless nights. And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left. I feel there’s something missing. I’m running from myself and all the things I don’t like. Living every night like it’s the last night. And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left. I need to stop resisting. Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers I see go around me. Am I drowning? Am I fading away? OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way? Am I drowning? Am I drowning? Am I drowning? Am I drowning? Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides. Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides. Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides. Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides. Am I drowning? Am I drowning? Am I drowning? Am I drowning? Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers I see go around me. Am I drowning? Am I fading away? OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way? Am I drowning? Am I drowning? Am I drowning? Am I drowning? Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides. Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides. Change Now in these cynical times Sterotypical minds Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind I'm trying to look beyond the lies Just to see what I'll find I'm like a flower in a cave Another hour in the maze And I'll cower to the power of my criminal ways The sun is shining but I'm catching minimal rays It's time for me to grow out of this childish phase My life is like a battle that I'll probably never win 'Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything Life's a challenge and I wonder if I'll ever find the balance Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents [Chorus:] Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change Can I change Would I change Or am I always gonna be the same I blame the world for making me such a freak But the world wants to blame it on me (my life is twisted) My finger's pointing in the mirror I'm the one now I see my shadow in the sun dial Am I really out of change Put my freedom in a cage Slow down Man I got a son now There's nothing new thay all said it And I know it but I had to go throught it myself I'm hard-headed That's the only way I'll learn Get caught in the fire ther's no escaping the burn And it burns Change this Change that Change is full of lies I remain the same cat wear a good disquise Living life loking through my third blind crooked eye So if I change I'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I? [Chorus:] Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change Can I change Would I change Or am I always gonna be the same I blame the world for making me such a freak But the world wants to blame it on me (my life is twisted) I wanna run but if I run I'm only running form myself Would it be easier if I were someone else I'm like a child playin' with matches that's never beeen burned Relearning all the lessons that I've already learned On a highway to a destinatin I've earned So many exits, but I've never bothered to turn I'm like a piece of shard glass laying on a frame of a window That was broken by the bricks of pain Sometimes I feel just like the devil's guinea pig He's watching me just to see how deep I can dig I admit I'm fucked up and got a lot to learn So now I'm dancing in the ashes of the bridge I've burned [Chorus:] Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change Can I change Would I change Or am I always gonna be the same I blame the world for making me such a freak But the world wants to blame it on me (my life is twisted) Waste Of My Time She was My Heart, my soul, my girl, my life I want that shit, I'll make that sacrifice. you know I know, you know What's on my mind I like the sex but where just wastin' time no replay's, like Shifty please stay sick of breakin' up every other week day and we cant seem to see, eye to eye you even yell when I try to get high and I cant keep you, your evil and all my friends think that I should leave you it's a stand still that I try to see through but your actin' like a bitch so I got to leave you oh, I think iv seen this once before I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door oh, I think iv seen this once before I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door your just a waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time my time you came, I went, you sore, I fucked, I left. went neck to neck, but now it's sudden death. get out of my bed, I came to make it mine. don't wont no head, stop all that wastin' time. oh, I think iv seen this once before I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door oh, I think iv seen this once before I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door your just a waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time my time waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time my time I'm mad but, I packed your bags up. put 'em by the door, you can have that stuff. Story of them all, and a man's bad luck but it's all for the best I guess, Next now I feel like the man on the moon, like staring down on the world lookin' for a new girl and a new life, now I guess one day, some day I'm a get it right oh, I think iv seen this once before I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door oh, I think iv seen this once before I know the way it ends when you just walk out the front door your just a waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time, waste of my time my time your just a waste of my... time Sorry I'm sorry, I'm not what you are, so sorry, the ugly of it all, all my life, I was beneath you, it's all my fault please forgive me, maybe I could change, maybe I could try, maybe I could, but then again.... [CHORUS] Why would I want to, lie like you, thieve like you, hurt like you, deceive like you, connive like you, cheat like you, its not that hard to be like you, but then again why would I want to? I'm sorry, I am so ashamed, so sorry I'll take all the blame, all my life I've been so confused, its all my fault, please forgive me, maybe I could change, maybe I could try, maybe I could [CHORUS] Why would I want to [X 6] I'm sorry, I'm not what you are, so sorry, the ugly of it all, all my life, I was beneath you, its all my fault, please forgive me Skulls And Stars [Chorus:] I was a skull in the ground now I'm a star in the sky I went from crawling around to being able to fly Saw no future for me until I opened my eyes I was a skull in the ground now I'm a star in the sky I tried love, heaven, hope and takin' chances And all I got were broken dreams and failed romances Suffered to a life of skin covered in scratches Looking for the light but I could never find the passage Tension, stress, pain yeah you best believe it Nose bleeding from my false way to relieve it Enough confusion to make serenity sick All my fake friends became my enemies quick Everyday I found another way to make excuses Took the ropes I was supposed to climb and made nooses Being stupid always giving in to the myth That life wasn't even worth living like this A grown man trapped inside a young man's skin With resentment very very deep within On a mission to end up either dead or in jail No wonder everybody always said that I would fail [Chorus x2] I found myself locked in a cell and I was just another number The thin ice was cracking and I was sinking under ... in with sorrow Worried 'bout today dread would happen by tomorrow Who knows the answers well nobody knows for certain The evil things I did when I chose to close the curtain Perhaps I should relapse quit relapse quit Force it back and relax with a sack of good shit Now I find myself in a candlelit depression Using sex like drugs just to handle my aggression [Chorus x2] i had a little, had a lot, had it all and then I lost it Stars are in my eyes and skeletons are in my closet Now when I open my eyes and I rise from the dead Take control of my soul cause the lies are in my head The right way is the left way and the left way is wrong So I'm left with the right way and the right way is long So for once in my life I truly feel like I belong So I'll appreciate today and every day until I'm gone [Chorus x2] I was a skull in the ground now I'm a star in the sky... Beautiful Now when the shit goes down, I'm always forced to grow forced to see all the things that I still don't know and if there's one thing I've learned, it's never too late to take a fucked up life to a beautiful state Caus' I came from the bottom so I treasure the top at times it seems the dreams are just a long shot when the worlds crashing down, when the drama wont stop your chained to the past and you cant break the lock Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down on me so beautiful, so beautiful to witness the end how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know My addiction used to hold me, like a lover feelin' lonely I was down by broken dreams and when I felt the world owed me I'd sit and hit the walls until my fists were cut and swollen my soul was cold and drowning from the tears iv tried to hold in overwhelmed by my emotions, and haunted by the past my head was overheating and my heart was in a cast my mind was in the gutter, my ass was in a sling driven by destruction young and fuckin' everything Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down on me so beautiful, so beautiful to witness the end how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know how far now will I go and will I grow so beautiful, so beautiful, beautiful Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down on me so beautiful, so beautiful to witness the end Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down on me so beautiful, so beautiful to witness the end Caus' nothing can be more beautiful then watching the whole world crumbling down on me so beautiful, so beautiful to witness the end (how far will I go and will I grow, will I learn to know how far now will I go and will I grow so beautiful, so beautiful, beautiful) |
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